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[Dec. 26th, 2009|12:05 am] |
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Holiday: So I spent this Christmas in my underpants watching BBC teen dramas on Netflix. I do not think I won. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2009|04:31 pm] |
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Lonely: Makes me crazy. |
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| In which I gripe and complain like a little bitch. |
[Dec. 22nd, 2009|04:59 pm] |
I'm really starting to hate my college.
I had an A at midterms and kept at least Bs on my test. So how the FUCK did I make an F overall? And, of course, the fuckheads aren't open until January so I can't get any fookin' answers. My parents won't even LOOK at me. I'm like the worst, most disappointing daughter ever on the face of God's green earth ever ever EVER. I think parents are prouder of their crackhead kids who get pregnant at fifteen than my parents are proud of a college fuckwit who keeps getting poor grades even though she does all but one assignment of her damn homework, is third best in class, and how the HELL DID I MANAGE TO FAIL WHAT THE CRAP?!??!?!?
I can't believe this shit. This is RIDIC.
Not only that, no, but spending three days at the freezing cold Hilton in Destin in nothing more than short dresses, hosiery, and heels has rendered me sick as crap and I feel like it, too. It's ridic as well. I'm doped up on DayQuil at the moment and feel like tearing apart a dog's face with my own bare hands.
Not to mention I'm frickin' out of work for nearly a month. That means nearly four hundred dollars of time and effort are going to be missing from my bank account and so I freaking have to pull out of my savings account, much to my mother's hatred.
UGH WHY DO SCHOOL BREAKS SUCK SO MUCH THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO BE NICE AND HAPPY AND WHY ARE BOYS SO DUMB AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
...con pictures later, promise. |
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[Dec. 20th, 2009|10:16 pm] |
What has happened?
-Raymond and I decided to split.
-I finished another phase of nuclear training (2/3 complete!)
-Craigslist is providing me with the best winter ever. New house, new love, new beginning.
-Working out a lot of my self esteem issues and focusing on becoming a healthier, happier, more self-aware adult.
-Lost 25 pounds and still working for more. One day at a time.
-Took the steps necessary and had myself put on the safest form of non-hormonal birth control available outside of abstinence.
-Getting out and exploring the Charleston area away from the military. It's actually pretty nice.
-Not being such a bitch. It's coming along, but slowly. |
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| FYAND ME A CHURCH. |
[Dec. 13th, 2009|05:12 pm] |
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| [ | Current Mood |
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| [ | Current Music |
| | Trading Spouses on VH1 with everyone's favourite GOD WARRIOR | ] |
I'm at peace with myself, and I'm finally, finally unafraid to admit that I am a proud asexual.
Also, something to lol at:
Friend: butch is more like the right term
Friend: it's butch and femme, not dyke and femme
Me: ...I thought butch was a slut
Me: ...slur
Me: baaad typo |
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